Behind The Orange Building

Behind this orange building
I silently listen to the rhythm of nature
Think far into the future

This place is a regular place
Where all my friends usually release and share their problems
If these stones could speak they would say  "I am tired listening all of your problems"

Life never goes the way we want
Try to accept and be grateful with what you have now
We can't change what happened in the past
We also don't know what will happen in the future
Right now, we only can do the best we can do now...

7 years for my lovely wife

21 years I am searching,
until I am found her,
someone that fills my heart,

the way she treated me,
the way she accept me whatever i am,
makes me sure,
that she was the one,
i had been looking for,

relation from sister until lover,
full days of barriers we pass it together,
our personalities changes day by days,

my selfishness melted slowly,
my image about women changed instantly,
trust and honesty that strong,
understand each other for the problem we face,
make my love to her getting bigger,

day by day we face together,
doesn't make us tired each other,
but make our feeling more deeper,

each insult from his friends,
every word from her closest people about me she ignored,

I am not a perfect one, I am also not the right one,
my dark side and all of my worst actions in past,
not become a problems for her to love me,

I can't be the best for her,
but I am try to be the best

7 years already passed,
but our love story, just like happened yesterday
now 7 years has made us one.

I love you a lot my dear.......
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It's About Trust Not Sex or Pleasure

One day, There's a guy been ask by his friend to accompany him into a place at West Jakarta.
Let say his name is "A", and his friend is "D".
After arrive "A" realized that place is a prostitude place, and after sit and talking a few moments.
Without "A" know, "D" already booked a girl for "A", and then "A" try to refuse it but failed.
Status of "A" now have a fiance, let say her name is "L".
Then "A" and "D" go into their room that already booked.
And when she reached the room she immediately took off her clothes one by one.
Lets say the prostitude girl name is "S".
Then after "S" fully naked, "S" go to "A".
Then "A" told to "S" to wear back her clothes and ordered drinks.
After drinks came "A" say to "S" [ "accompany me chat only, ok" ? ]
"S" look confused, and "A" say to "S" [ "I can't do this because my fiance so trust on me, sorry, ok" ]
After long chat "S" feel sleepy, and "S" sleep in the bed, while "A" sleeping in a chair.
When the morning come, "A" get out from the room and wait for "D" at the bar.
Not long after that "D" come out, and "D" ask to "A" [ "how's the girl, ok ?" ] then "A" answer [ "Ok!! Ok!! the girl was so hot" ] "and raised two thumbs".
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This time he must accompany his friend who came from Banjarmasin, lets say his name is "P"
"P" wanted to know about a hotel in North Jakarta is famous and has a lot of women from race Indonesia, China, and Uzbekistan that can be booked . Lets say the name of the hotel is x.
Then with 2 friends, lets say their name was "B" and "F", leaving from the apartment directly to the location Hotel x.
After arrive at Hotel x, they all go to upper level of hotel.
After arive there, "A" go ask for a price and speak with the marketing people over there.
The Marketing ask to "A", what race of girl "A" wanna booking.
"A" talk to "P" and "P" say "local Indonesia"
After a few minute all the pretty girl come stand in front of them.
Then "P" ask "A" to choose for him, then after "A" already pick one girl for "P"
"P" ask to "A" [ "why you not pick a girl", "I'll pay all, don't worried" ]
"A" say [ "I just don't want to betray my fiance" ]
"P" say ["stupid, she not even know at all !!" ]
About 3 hours "A", "B", and "F" sit at the bar enjoy the music and drink some bir.
lots of pretty girls around them, make them sometimes can't closed their eyes.
Then "P" that already finish, come and join for a drink with the booked girl beside him.
After chat a while all of them going back to apartemen.
On the way to apartment, fiance 'A' call, let say "A" fiance name is "L"
"L" ask to "A" [ "where are now ?" ]
"A" answer [ "Just been from Hotel x", we continue later after arrive at apartemen, ok?" ]
After "A" turn off the phone
suddenly "P", "B", and "F" say to "A" [ "you so stupid, for what you go to hotel x should tell your fiance, your fiance would not believe you went there just a drink !!" ]
Then "A" say [ "take it easy bro, it's my problem, not even you all problem, why all of you that afraid, my fiance also will not tell anyone, all of you go to that hotel x, my fiance trust me a lot and i should appreciate her with tell everything honestly, relax ok" ]
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My Message :
- Remember trust that give to you is a very precious thing, don't misuse the trust that is been given to you, because it will not come twice.
- Better to speak truth than lying, because if one day found out it would be more worse.
- Looking for partner of life is different from find a boyfriend/girlfriend

A boyfriend/girlfriend :
- Should be handsome and pretty
- Should have much money
- Should cool and famous


A Partner of life should have this category :
- Financially stable
- Loyal
- Commitment
- Able to guide [ *Man ]
- Able to understand
- Trust each other
- Believe each other
- Never tired with all problem of life


*So...... what u'r been looking for now ? boyfriend/girlfriend or partner of life ?

Your past is future and your future is past

I am past now and future :

- Don't ever talk about jail, if you never experience it.
- Don't ever talk about life, if your life never complicated since your born.
- Don't ever talk friendship, if you never been stabbed so deep by your own good friend.
- Don't ever talk about drugs, if you never feel like you body half die.
- Don't ever talk about guilt, if you never feel scared about something really worse that you ever did
- Don't ever talk about love, if you never do sacrifice for someone you loved.
- Don't ever talk about God, if you never feel satisfied with your own life.
- Don't ever talk about die, if you never feel like you already die, but God speak different.
- Don't ever talk about losing parents, if you never feel, when you still need them and they leave you.

every person is always given a chance to change.
every life has the option, and each option has a risk.
do the best as long as you are still able to do so.
through all the problems we face, the character of a person will shaped and strengthened.
don't ever talk about people because you not feel what they feel on they entire live.
always see something from other perspective.
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Born, studied, working, get married, have children, see children succeed, died.

And where is the position for pleasing parents?
There are some perceptions, parents' when seeing their children successful, get married, their child have a happy family and saw his grandson succeeds, then the journey of his life was already complete.
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For All My Friend :
We all live in the cycle of life that we not realize, remember that every action and choice has different risk, stay outside home is more heavier than stay inside our own home, miss with every person we loved, no time to given for the one we care and love, and day by day our hearts it's cut slice by slice, but sometimes life can't be fit with what we want it to, sacrifice that we do for the happiness of those we loved are the most beautiful things in life, but remember each person should have target in life, where we will be in the next 1 or 10 years, did you still keep trapped in same cycle, or try to make some change in your life, that's all back to you, you also should remember, did every sacrifice that you give, is worth for your own live, and our beloved people, we only can try do the best, other people didn't know what we trough day by day, because they didn't know you well enough, and didn't know how suffer you are, and how painful you heart with the boring and lonely word .

What you did today will impact to your future, your action without you realize, will give effect to others in the future. Always Think first before doing something.